Day 151

Alright I have been so bad at updating here as of late. Let me fill you in on my life. So I was so looking forward to my mom coming out. She got out here on Thursday morning. She however had to turn around and go home on Friday. My Brother was shot in the face. She needed to be where she was. So there is that stress we were not sure what was going on right away. It really sucked not knowing. I got to talk to my husband about it. I do have to be very thankful that that we did not have to send a Red Cross message. He hits the 10 yr mark in June and still have not had emergency leave of any kind or red cross messages.

So now almost 2 weeks later here I am been waiting. I went with my son on his field trip to the museum. It was a good time this week. Anyway I am really hoping to be a little more attentive.

Day 134

You know this deployment is not all that bad sure... I do not have him here and it is a bit longer then 6 or 8 months but.... He has internet access in his room and I do get to talk to him almost everyday. There are things I have figured out with this deployment too. Since this is the first one really on my own with the 4 kids by myself. While he was in Korea I had just had the girls and was home for that year for help from my mom to heal from the C-section and help with all 4 kids. I stayed back in GA while he was gone the first time. That was kind of a bite in the ass I did not do so hot but I learned from my lessons and knew not to let the whole thing get me down. When he went to Kosovo I came home and stayed with my parents. I love my family but you know I like being on my own. Granted it would be really nice to be able to go out some and all but I do not do that when he is home why should I do that now. lol Well anyway as to my feelings today on deployment oh yeah it sucks but hell we are almost 1/2 way threw. I do know I need to respect my husband more for how much he helps out and not take him for granted so bad. Anyway I will sign off for now.

Day 129

Alright so it has been a week since I have posted anything this is going to be short and sweet. I HATE DEPLOYMENT!! Wait I am sure there is no one out there they likes it. Well I am not sure how long it will take me to blog again. I am just not in the mood at the moment. So bare with me all I will get back in the grove soon. Until then Happy Blogging!!