Day 55

Ok only 310 days to go. LOL That sure is a big number. So I have been slacking on my blog duties. Lets see where do I begin. I have been cleaning like a fool. Cleaned out the kids room got rid of toys they never play with and clothes that do not fit anymore or are worn out. So now I am working on my own. Man do I have laundry to fold and put away. I know I am not the only wife out there that has done this before. It is a common thing for many of us out there. I am thinking I need to change my title. I am not sure I really like it much anymore. I really try hard not to whine and feel a bit more like I am winning this long battle of deployment.
Oh yeah the kids are on my last nerve but hell we sure did have a good time making them. LOL So I have to keep them. It is getting better I am finding ways that I get a bit of my time and they get to do some fun things. I knew it would work out somewhere. I am feeling better about my house. I have some room in the kids room now and I am beginning to get some room in my own room. There is always something to do with 4 kids that needs picked up or thrown out or something.
I have not really gotten to talk to the hubby much in the last week. I am guessing that we are just missing each other which sucks but it is a way of life. Damn I am sure missing him though. He is such a good man. Cooks cleans takes care of the kids and treats me pretty damn good. If I do say so myself. I think I take him for granted. I have to make sure I tell him how much he means to me every chance I get. He will think I have lost my mind. LOL
So I will get better at the blog thing as soon as I get my house done the way I want to. Who knows maybe after everyone has gone to bed I will get back on and update some more. Yeah I am betting not. I will be ready for bed and all when I get done tonight.