Day 43

Ok so things are starting to take their toll. I am ready for a break from the kids. I am slowly getting things organized in the house. Not that there is a lot of room in here anyway.LOL The 3 bedroom does not even cut it. The days are starting to slow down. I need to pick them up a bit. It is not from a lack of things to do just a lack of time to do them. It is all about hurrying up and waiting for things. I have my goals for this deployment and they are starting to seem a bit possible. The kids and I are staying busy. However is a bit frustrating got to get 2 lines to the hubby today and had all kinds of computer problems. I am hoping I get them taken care of. I am really missing him. I Thinking part of me is starting to feel like I do not show him I love him a enough or something. I am sure he knows I love him though. I have not given him reason to think anything else. He is truly my hero. Well tonight it an early night for me I am off to bed.