Day 175

Ok this whole thing of no net is sucking. I have only gotten to talk to him Monday for about 30 min. Thursday and Saturday when he called. Damn I am missing him. I guess sometimes you need to just sit back and think hard about what you have and need to cherish with that. He is really a wonderful man. Good to my kids and me. He takes care of us and loves us bunches. Someday I will not take him so for granted. So I am working on making him all kinds of crazy when he comes home on R&R. I will be a bit smaller however by the time he is home for good. Look out Hotty Here I am. LOL No for real I want to look good for him and myself for that matter. I am doing really well. Well I suppose I best be getting busy at my house work. We are almost half way there. Only about 7 days left until we hit that true half way mark!!! 6 done 6 to go!!

Day 169

Ok so I never said any of this was going to be easy. LOL I am doing well. Is it R&R time yet?!?!? Yeah it is getting close only a few more weeks to go. I can not believe half way is next week! This 6 months has gone soooo fast. I am so ready for it to be over though. But who is not right? The kids are doing well. School is almost out. I am so excited for that yet dreading it. Just cause I do not want to deal with all 4 of them everyday all day. I do not have alot going on I am hoping things will kind of just mellow out now a bit. Well I suppose just wanted to say I was alive.

Day 163

Ok so it has been 12 days since I posted. I am getting pretty bad. Yeah Yeah some think I should just dump this blog anyway cause it is hard to track them both. I like the idea of talking about the way things are going just on the deployment side. We are almost to the half way mark. It is going sooo fast. I can not believe that he has been gone for 6 months already. We are coming up on R&R. I am so ready to wrap my arms around him and just have him hold me. It is much easier now to sleep and function with out him I am passed that part. I do how ever know it is going to be tough to say good bye again. Well I will try to be better at updating.
I am however a bit bummed out with the fact that Sunday is Mother's day. I wish I could have a day that was not going to be like any other day. One of these years I will get my pampered days. Flowers anyone! LOL Yeah right. Well anyways I am going to go. I will get back soon!!