Day 31

Well we have made it a month. WOW how time flies. I am still in Iowa and getting ready to head HOME!!!! I can not wait to sleep in my own bed with my own things and all that good stuff. I think the kids are not so ready but I think they will be happy to get back into their routine. There is not one when you come home for the holidays. We have done really well. My oldest is spending the night with his Best Friend and first thing in the morning I will pick him up and head for my sisters. I got to talk to the hubby today. It is always good to hear his voice. I hope that talking to us helps with his morale. He has seemed kind of stressed and all the last couple times I have talked to him. I think it helps to know we are all ok back here and doing our best to keep things going on this end. I plan to start working on a box for him first thing when I get back. He needs that too. I have a couple Christmas presents and such that people have sent home with me. I did pick him up one of his Favorite candy bars from home here. We can only get them here. I do however need to go to the store before I leave to get some BBQ sauce for the kids beings that they only like that one and some salsa that is made around here. Well Happy New Year everyone I am sure I will get to blog again when I get home.

Day 27

Well I made it threw that. No tears today and the kids had a nice Christmas. I was lucky enough to get to talk to the hubby last night. I know he would much rather be here with us then where he is. It is the Army though. I am still ready to return to my own home my bed and get the kids their space and shit together. Wait my temp house. It is time to get on it the looking for a house!!!! I have something to look forward to. Merry Christmas Everyone!!

Day 21

Ok I am home. Back to where I grew up. Oh of course they know I was just here a year ago waiting for my hubby for R&R from Korea. Oh poor me he has left me again. We feel so bad for you. Hell I do not want their pitty. This is one of the only reasons I would have stayed in Colorado for the Holidays. Shit I do not need my family feeling sorry for me. This is part of life. I think someone took it as I am stressing out on my last post. I am far from that really. Look I am enjoying the busy busy. It does not give me time to sit and home and think about poor poor me. My husband is gone and I need to have people do for me. Yeah my kids do help I am the queen at slave driving on them. They have to clean their room help with the dishes and pick up the living room before they go to bed. I do and will get away from them. We are really lucky I will get 5 hours free a month for daycare on Saturday's. This is all a good thing. LOL Anyway things are going it is getting a bit tougher. There is pictures for last time Todd was home from Korea all over the place. The kids can carry them around. The twins think it is a great thing they carry them Dadda dadda. Well I am guessing I am off until after Christmas. I hope that all have a Very Merry Christmas. Talk to ya all soon!!

Day 17

Ok ok I know I am lacking. I am having trouble finding the time for anything. LOL I think this week has been hell. I have one thing after another and I am having a hard time to where the only time I get computer time is when I am checking to see if the hubby is on. So a comment was left on my other blog wonder what I am doing with my time. Well lets see? I have 4 kids and I think I spend most of my time cleaning and going to boyscouts and girl scouts and Christmas social this and meeting that. The time is flying. I guess it is because I am staying so busy. So I will be out of town for the next 2 weeks. I am going home with the kids to be with family for the holidays. I am not sure how I am going to feel without the hubby around for Christmas. I am glad I am going home so I do not have to sit here and be with out anyone but the kids and I. My son is missing his friends from Iowa. So He will get to spend a little time with them. I hope everyone has a very happy holiday.

Day 9

Ok another 2 days has pasted. WOOO HOOO he said it would about 3 days before he tried to get online again. So maybe today or tomorrow. So I am in one of those kind of moods. I am missing my man sooo much. Let me tell ya a bit of a backround on us. We have been Married for 9 years in 7 days. I have been with him since before day 1 of the Army. So we have done this whole thing together. Please do not take this as a whin cause it is far from it. I am soooo proud of him and what he does. I think it was a wonderful choice of jobs for him cause it fits him and it fits our life together. We do pretty good at it to. It is not always easy. Well I will have to post more later. I have a day to begin.

Day 7

Ok I guess I am a bit slow at this. Here it is day 7 already? Time is going pretty quickly right now. I guess it is because I am staying busy. Well He got online Saturday night and I was helping the kids in their room. I was soo upset. That is life though. I had to ge the kids room clean. We have yet to get a phone call but that is ok. I am sure he is busy and I hear they have problems with the phone lines are down. I am sure I will get to talk to him soon enough. So for now I will sit and wait. I will try to post better. Maybe I will get to see him tonight.

UPDATE

Ok it is about time. I got to talk to him tonight online!!!!!! It was soo good to chat with him. He said they are really busy. I am sure I know him work work work. Did I say how proud I am to be married to him? He is my everything it was a bit emotions tonight when chatting with him for the first time but I pulled threw it. I am just sooo damn excited I got to chat with him. I can not wait to hear his voice though. It is going to be hard missing 2 Annivsaries in a row but it is part of millitary life and I knew it when I married him that we would not always be together for our Anniversary. 9 Years pretty damn soon. Where has the time gone? Oh yeah deployments lol. This will however be our first Christmas apart. That I am not sure I am ready for but it will be ok. He is doing his job and making his country proud of him. That is what matters right? Anyway I had to share the news. I love and miss him soo much. Night all