Day 1

Ok this might be cheesey in some aspects but I have decided to run from my other blog I would not like anyone to see my whine or do not want to see the same thing everyday as my other blog. Oh poor me.... Yeah right I have many of people that has said oh I am sorry your hubby is gone. Yeah back to that feeling of feel sorry for me I think not. I knew when I married my wonderful husband that he was in the military and I knew he was joining when I met him. This is number 4 for me. I will live like I have the last 3. So anyway my goal is to tell everyone how I am feeling on this day about this whole thing. You know I think it is that it has not really sunk in yet. It is only the first day and I have seen him in the last 12 hours. give me a few more days and I will tell ya lol. So like I said my emotions are all over. I have not cried since he left I did here and there before he left to myself thinking how in the hell will I ever make it threw but then I would say to myself suck it up and drive on is what he would tell me and I have 4 kids to worry about. Well here is my solitude MY COMPUTER. LOL Anyways that is enough for today. Maybe if something really starts to bother me later in the day I will have to have a Day 1 and a 1/2. LOL

Ok This is a Test post

ok I am going to start a separate blog to keep track of my whining self while my hubby is deployed. I thought it might be a way to keep my mind off all of the rest of it!! So here I go and good luck to me.!!